Oh yes fuck em all. Those who take you for granted, take advantage of you, thinks your inferior to them, degrades you. Oh how i hope for all the bad things to come their way.
I just had another nerve-wracking experience today. Guess what, it’s from “supposedly” a family friend. Someone whom we stuck with despite having her shit mess up several times in her life. Ah, today I realized how she’s a major fuck-up.
Well G, you self-entitled trash. How dare you show your ungratefulness to us? After all we did for you and for your messed up family. We treated you like family, and you fucking degrade us as if we were mere minions under your mercy. You ask us to do one thing then another. Follows-up as if we’re obligated to do this huge-ass favor for you and for what? A few fucking bucks and half-assed thank you? Bitch I can earn twice as much in less than an hour. You fucking consumed our time and effort and made my most precious loved ones work hard to save your crumbling ass. I saw how hard they worked and how much stress they went through – all while you sit comfortably at home, watching your dumbass tv shows. I am shaking out of anger as I write this it’s unbelievable how a person can be so fucking thick skinned.
You know what, it’s not about the money anymore. It’s about how you fucking shattered our pride as if we’re your slaves. Huge favor for what? Ah, how ridiculous. “Sorry”, “thank you” and a few bucks just enough for one-way gas just by reaching your place. Fucking funny. Oh? And guess what, the favor we did for you involves you gaining lots of bucks to save your broke ass. But you made us feel like as if we’re actually obliged to do so for you. What’s going in your head?
What really broke me is how my loved ones felt. You fucking insulted them. You know what, if you did it to me, I’ll probably just flip a finger and move on coz I don’t give a shit and I’m not the one who worked so hard. They did. They worked so hard to clean up the shit you made. What’s funny is that you know it’s your fault, and we’re helping you solve it. But what were you thinking? I’m wondering if you are just plain stupid or being ungrateful goes deep in your ugly roots. You’re a mess. Wait til you experience the same thing, wait til you go through the same shit and let’s see. Perhaps it’s because you never really understood effort and hardwork. All you did is depend on other people and wait until they shower you with excess cash. How’s living that kind if life?
Seeing my loved ones so down and disturbed is beyond me. It’s difficult to see them like this. It’s probably because I know how hard it is to work so hard for something – so hard to the point that I’m exhausted, and yet, is still left unappreciated. I had someone degrade me, insult me in exchange of my hard work and loyalty. Left me with nothing, no payment and not even a thank you. I know the feeling and it must be miserable for my loved ones to go through the same. To those people who think they are far more superior than you are, fuck them. I can only wish for your worse days to come as soon as tomorrow. Call me evil and sick for wishing ill for somebody but I am not a hypocrite. I believe that people who do bad things should experience the same thing for them to feel the same pain they caused other people to feel.
Ah, I am beyond angry. I’ll never forget what you did. You’ll never hear again from us. If you’re in trouble, let your wrinkly ass solve it for you. You are on your own. You may find someone else to do the work for you but you’ll know the difference of the work of someone who’s honest and sincere. Let’s see how are you going to be able to clean your own nasty shit.
Enough of the rant today.
To my loved ones, you did very well today. You may be insulted and unappreciated but those who have great understanding and intellect would know how amazing you are. You never give up and you always do your best for us.