Mom

I don’t think I can bear this. My mom’s sick and I can’t bear to see her in pain.

I’m already suffering on my own and it’s been extremely difficult to cope with my demons for years. I couldn’t afford more sufferings to come.

I think I am about to break. Where do I hold on? I am so scared. My parents are my everything and to be honest, I do live for them. One of the main reasons why I have endured all this time is because I can’t bear to leave them behind. They are my all what my life is all about. Now that my mom’s sick, I try my best to be there for her. To take care for her and do my best to relieve her pain.

But how does one make another feel better when she herself is about to break?

How do I stay strong when I’m nothing but a hollow shell?

I don’t even know what to do anymore.

J.

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